Diet

This new eat healthy thing I've started is going pretty well. I love it. TWO weeks strong. Amazing for me. Hopefully I'll be able to survive another 6 weeks. Ha what am I saying? I will. I'm determined.
Tonight I'm going out with Mark. Dinner or DiNNER as he calls it. lol, but anyway, I plan on only eating a side salad. We will commence with drinking later than that... My limit will be 3 drinks. I don't need all that sugar..

Oh the Sanity

I'd totally love this flower hummingbird tattooed somewhere on my body, but it won't happen for another 40lbs.
On unrelated note, I got the job at Safeway. I was asked to take a drug test on the SPOT! It was crazy, but I passed and tomorrow I go in to fill out paper work. Yay! Finally getting away from AMC. Diet's still on. Tomorrow will be 9 days... and counting. 20lbs lighter here I come!

Every Night in my Dreams

That's where you are.
I've been on another diet for a week and day. I'm trying to lose 20lbs before June 6th which isn't such a random date. It's Mark's beach party thingee. I'd like to look decent in what I plan on wearing. I've been drinking tons of water and eating no junk food at all. It's actually not that hard this time around. I decided that I didn't want to be fat forever. Unfortunately I'd have to lose 40lbs to be all my goal weight. -_- I guess that's what the summer is for. :)

In Regards to My Last Post

Hm. Remember how I said "If everything goes according to plan"? Everything is not going to plan. Alex's car was stolen last Tuesday. It sucks pretty badly. Now he has to (even though he doesn't want to) buy a new car. When we move I kind of want both of us to have cars. It would be more money, but I believe that it would also make things a lot easier. I want to move, but I don't want to move on a whim or unprepared. It gets pretty difficult to wait with my dad being on and off crazy psycho. I'm getting pretty tired of the drinking and the mood swings. Minus those things, my dad is a pretty cool guy. He's someone I can talk to and relate to, but he's like 50/50 sometimes. I won't go to into my home issues. I'll just say that I'm mentally ready to live on my own. If only I were financially ready. I've been trying to save money. I only went out last Saturday and had a blast. I only spent about $30. My stomach is not happy with me and I'm not sure why. I haven't been eating that much lately... Oh. I think I figured it out. I drank orange juice this morning. OJ makes my tummy sad sometimes. :C
I guess I should work up this poo while I'm paying attention to the lecture.

Cha-cha-changes

If all goes according to plan in 5 months Alex and I will begin our journey to the great unknown.. also known as Oregon. If you know me even just a little bit, you would know that I've always had a great love for Oregon. I love the trees, the people... the trees. Medford is looking pretty snazzy right about now. Alex was stuck on Salem for a while, but we've decided to go in a couple of months to check the state and see what's right for us. Hopefully! (Jeez it feels like I'm always hoping) everything goes according to plan, and this isn't just another one of our crazy pipe dreams.